I keep trying to put words together, but they are not making sense on my page.
I am haunted by Ezra Schwartz z"l, may Hashem avenge his death.
I'm trying to express what I feel and then I see this picture of him and his siblings and I just lose it.
My eyes fill with tears and I feel so sad that I can't focus if I were totally alone I would be sobbing uncontrollably.
I can't escape the picture of the loving siblings, the loving arms and smiles.
I'm so tired of crying for dead Jews. This beautiful young man, with his unconditional love for Israel, this beautiful family. My fingers can barely type.
I just don't have the words for this image. Devastated.
I'm trying to write, but I can't.